Tag Archives: God

A new dawn, a new day…

Yes and so it shall be…

I have natutally been feeling so good lately…

Got rid of something that wasn’t good for me…and now I feel amazing!

I have been home, enjoying redecorating…enjoying my babies…enjoying my new work contract…

I will write about work eventually, but right now I feel so alive…so grateful to be here this morning again for a new day…

I am happy and blessed and I know foremost acknowledgement goes to GOD Almighty! I am in tune and in line and it feels amazing!

Forget about tomorrow and even yesterday, just focus on today…

Here are a few bible verses that have been so helpful lately! The bible is such an amazing book…

“I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten– the great locust and the young locust, the other locusts and the locust swarm.” Joel 2:25

“So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised.” Hebrews 10:35-36

May God be with you all, today and always πŸ•ŠπŸ•ŠπŸ•ŠπŸ•Š

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My God, my saving grace, my comfort…

My all…My sense of reason…my complete understanding of what I must do and how I must stand…

Even as mere human, I must stand tall even when I am to stand small…

The road to my strength, to my salvation has been tough and rough on most parts…but I remain silently positive…

I will never forsake thee, I will scream and shout until the day that I die…that my God is my only salvation…

My peace of mind, my father, my mother…my complete contentment.

The devil may set a trap for me often, and blindly I fall deep…but my salvation, always restores my soul…

I shall never be without the true and pure Love of my God. My saving grace, my comforter, my salvation, my shoulder to cry on, my peace…oh how my love runs deep, so deep for my GodπŸ•Š

I am finally free, able to stand tall regardless, and say no….I deserve more than you, mere human can give me. You can not sustain me, you can not comfort or save me…because my God is my only true and pure salvation. Glory be to my God alwaysπŸ•ŠπŸ•ŠπŸ•Š

God is needed…always

Today was a revelation! I mean the past week or so has been quite a revealing one… 

Started off tricky and me oblivious that the powers above are working. Working in our favour! To think that I knew and really I know nothing at all…

Went to church today after a long time and it was so so good. God has never forsaken me, even when I have backslided!

I felt so good after the service, my autistic daughter started with her shouting and insisting she wasn’t interested in going to Sunday school…but I remained calm and prayed for intervention…she ended up happy and praying for herself (God to help her to be good)…

Oh my, I felt so complete after the service…I understood what has been taking over me for the past few months…in fact stealing my joy for years…I need to give my complete self to God. 

I can’t be half in and half out. God is in complete control of my life and forward I go. 

Perfection…

What is perfect?Who is perfect?
Nothing is perfect…

No one is perfect…

Although it may seem all perfect around you, be rest assured that all that glitters, ain’t all gold!

In a world where perfection is a disease…

Where so many souls are lost, searching for perfection…

I believe in embracing the imperfections of my life and my being. To me God is the only perfection! I face God so I can try to perfect my soul, even though I don’t seek complete perfection, I only seek to be a better human being! 

Stop making excuses….

Instead own it and at least apologise!

You don’t see how wrong you have been. It is heart wrenching….overwhelming to know that you only make excuses for all the pain you caused so many, generations later …

Apology accepted easily, when we feel and know that you meant it…..no but instead you just make excuses and get all defensive.

The truth is, it is what it is and indeed “the sins of the fathers, surely lives long after them”.

I don’t personally expect your apology, or recognition, or acceptance. I never have and never will….however there are many people still caught up in the drama….

As for me and mine, life is too short! I haven’t allowed any drama to come steal mine….

I make a difference by showing you that I don’t need your validation! I don’t need your apology! Because I completely belong to GOD πŸ™πŸΎ

I am not desperate for a “man”….

I just woke up and yet again I am faced with many images. Sad images of desperation…. So many people live their lives for others to validate, love and accept them. You can actually find those things through your very own self I say to myself…. I don’t really see much substance these days! I just see a bunch of people desperately trying to be accepted by others. 

A relationship status doesn’t make me special. I actually put my hand up now and say I don’t even have the energy for that. I have quite a few special relationships going on right now. I can’t sacrifice those just for a “man”

My children need me so much and I know as God told me, the time will come my Rebecca. In the meantime don’t be desperate. Just enjoy and be thankful for your life. 

I just pray that other strong women out there, don’t waste all the energy trying to get a man to love them. You end up losing your strength. Just wait patiently on God, besides all our destinies are planned differently. Just #livelovelaugh in the meantime ✌🏾️

I am here…

I knew it! I knew she was a blessing right from the start! I mean they are all my blessings…..but she is particularly extremely special. I knew that God gave me this challenge to test and grow me. My daughter, she is amazing regardless of any labels or how society perceives her. She is a diamond and needs to be learned from. 

I just finally engaged in my teaching assistant training. This training is what I need to get into mainstream schools. Supporting children with special educational needs. 

I received the messaged earlier, this is my path and calling. My princess didn’t come with a manual! She came to me as a blank canvas and with her help she is painting her picture exactly how she should be. 

I jut want to give back to others, engage with others to share and support them as they go through theirs. On this journey of ours, all we want to do more of…is to be open and to share with the world how amazing and uplifting accepting autism is. 

Let us accept and share and show others that regardless we can do this. Rather than wallow and feel sorry for myself, I am going to continue to push ahead with GOD completely by my side. 

I am enjoying my teaching assistant training right this minute! Bring on the bright and beautiful future…touching souls!

My beautiful Autistic Princess…regardless I see only LOVE

My chick Sofia and I today, busy getting the day over as school starts for her tomorrow! We look puckered with those lips and those glasses 😝😜 but looks are so deceiving! This confident, smart, amazing, beautiful, loving princess of mine gave me a very hard time today! I am still trying to find a balance, where I explain a situation that has changed, and Sofia just says “yes mama” and we happy! The reality is, she isn’t quite there yet….she just doesn’t seem to comprehend my explanation and especially if anything in her plans or mine slightly gets altered! No matter how structured, she has her own mind and she is giving it her all. She is very mouthy and says plenty of not so very nice things to me especially! I don’t take her words to heart, but I had a little cry today and God had my back πŸ’―. I saw my lovely friend Mona, she walked home with us and comforted me. It is really nice to share with someone who understands! This job isn’t for the faint hearted, you need plenty of strength and understanding! I derive mine from my GOD. I know and completely accept that my darling sweet Sofia is definitely a smaller version of me. My role as long as God keeps me, is to guide her and teach her and love her no matter her needs. My feelings don’t really matter, my daughters and my son matter more than any damn thing in this often ignorant and selfish world! The joy in all of the pain is to rise above it all and to be open and share. You are not alone. #autisticprincess #autismcantstopher #autismawareness #autismlove #loveconquersall #lovewholly #lovesetsyoufree #commitment #devotion #learning #growing #embracing #teaching #guiding #Godsown #Godmystrength πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™πŸ’™  

Be open, share your story…

I was having a coffee Friday 20/11/15 with some friends and I was approached by a woman. She was a small sweet looking Chinese woman, probably in her 70s and she was very sweet indeed. She asked if I was Nigerian? She said my accent sounded like her friends Joy. She was very pleasant and said she enjoyed listening to our conversation. I liked her straight away, she had a positive aura about her. She invited me to an event to learn about making money from home. She gave me her number, I gave her mine. I told her I would call her to let her know if I could attend as I have childcare commitments…then she asked about my children, and anytime I speak about my children I get so excited to talk about them, about motherhood! I just went into one, talking about my children and what they mean to me and this world. How important it is for me to be completely devoted to my children, as it is so easy in our world today to be lost and selfish. She just welled up, tears filled her eyes and she wiped it away. I was in amazement, she said she was touched by me. How I spoke…wow that’s why I had to write this, I really just want to meet people and touch their very souls with my story, with my love, with my heart and passion. This is what makes me even more determined. So many people, no matter how old….have some deep pain that stems from some place…some people realise and some never do! I have been blessed and eternally grateful to be a mother, my emancipation began just then. And I believe you must really submit yourself to the cause. This is where you learn and grow and find yourself, your strength and then you can share with others. Empowering others is my personal mission. May God continue to bless my passion for my mission! I was born for a reason, to go through turmoils and to blossom right now. To share and to love freely, like I have never been hurt before! I can’t and won’t stop, as long as I have breath!

God in you, Love in you!

18:11:2015 We are all talking about world peace, what’s happening in the world now?? In my opinion it’s coming to the end! Man cannot possibly think that he has all the answers.., I mean there is GOD!I strongly believe that it doesn’t really matter how you believe or worship! God is love, ultimate unconditional love! I was just speaking with a lady today, and she gave me goose bumps. I complemented her about her beautiful Rosary chain, it had hearts on it (I love anything heart shaped). She asked if I was on Facebook? She told me that she had started a page about the recent events around the world. She said “I started the United flag movement”. I am not actually on Facebook I replied, but I love your concept. We had so much in common, in regards to religion and how it really should come and live in all our hearts. This makes me think deeply, It doesn’t matter where you are from or what religion you are…God is love and God is one. You should live like so, love all and judge none! God is in you, so you should be a reflection of his true unconditional love. God is not of hate, or anger, or resentment, or revenge. When you are close to God, you truly understand what it means and the truth of it all resides and explodes from your heart! Your very being…God in you!