Tag Archives: life

Flying solo…

I am free, well I feel free…mentally I have the power to set my mind free…

A lesson learned well after, you see in this very moment…I am faced with many actions by others, intended to disrupt me…but I have learned a few life lessons…

I am not allowing the emptiness of others drain my full cup…

It shouldn’t be a battle…it should just be easy! Easy as it is now, for me to be free…flying free and solo! 

I won’t join the bandwagon, I won’t stoop low….I am standing with my head up my darlingπŸ’ŸπŸ•Š

My time will come…

Yesterday whilst reading my daily devotion, I came across this amazing teaching:  “FOCUS ON WHAT REALLY MATTERS”! 

Indeed this is the whole point…blessed and content with all that I have and that is what truly matters…

I believe that the time for me to evolve further with my writing will come. I am passionate about expressing myself…and learnt lately come 2017, that my very own self needed polishing!

I am working with myself, ensuring that I am focused. Because this journey was never planned…but my focus was displaced…until I became a mother!

Oh yes, this was my calling. I never envisioned my life now, I had other ideas…so I strongly believe that there is time for everything under the sun, moon and stars…for as long as God keeps me. 

Patience and perseverance…from the depths of my heart comes this message…. Rebecca, focus on your blessings…don’t fret about all the gifts you have. Use your talents to nurture yourself, let your children learn from you…

Stay awake and stay true!…because time is of the essence. 

The wave at the moment…

I get this feeling at least once a month, feelings in different propotions. I get completely full, my mind overflows. I analsye this, and discern what I think relevant….but it all comes down to the most important, the power of the mind.

I am a thinker and a speaker, but only time has taught me that I can think whatever but can’t speak whatever.

I am on this life journey and the wave changes periodically. For the first time since I can recall, the period of my life finally feels good…

I am much more stronger, in my self and how I can truly be myself. The most I can and have done is to change the ways that didn’t favour my life…

I can honestly appreciate all that has been, praying constantly that I can also appreciate all that will be…

So my energy gets channeled according to my wave, so I can be in calmness and tranquility as this life throws me wherever it wants to.❀

A new dawn, a new day…

Yes and so it shall be…

I have natutally been feeling so good lately…

Got rid of something that wasn’t good for me…and now I feel amazing!

I have been home, enjoying redecorating…enjoying my babies…enjoying my new work contract…

I will write about work eventually, but right now I feel so alive…so grateful to be here this morning again for a new day…

I am happy and blessed and I know foremost acknowledgement goes to GOD Almighty! I am in tune and in line and it feels amazing!

Forget about tomorrow and even yesterday, just focus on today…

Here are a few bible verses that have been so helpful lately! The bible is such an amazing book…

“I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten– the great locust and the young locust, the other locusts and the locust swarm.” Joel 2:25

“So do not throw away your confidence; it will be richly rewarded. You need to persevere so that when you have done the will of God, you will receive what he has promised.” Hebrews 10:35-36

May God be with you all, today and always πŸ•ŠπŸ•ŠπŸ•ŠπŸ•Š

Always keep it moving…

No matter how many times I fall…I will pick myself up, and keep moving…

To even imagine the pain…unbearable pain, embedded within my soul, deeply sanctioned…but I keep it moving…

I have always been a survivor and never a victim…I am still keeping it, on the move…appreciating all the lessons!

6 years ago, 9 years ago, 12 years ago…you couldn’t have ever told me I will still be on the move…in 2017!

The joy now is that the move is realised, the move is determined, the move is beautiful, the move has purpose, the move has unconditional love….and the irony was that, the move was always fighting for release…

Present Day…the move is beautiful, the move is elevating and the move allows complete contentmentπŸ•ŠπŸ•ŠπŸ•Š

Temper Tantrum…

It always starts subtly….and then bangπŸ’£πŸ’£πŸ’£ goes the release…

What must be said, must be… especially when the bomb has exploded!

Not a good look, but from within it is a release….the fuse so short and then it has to be said…

Not always the best way to express but for so long this has been the only way to express….even claiming that this is the only way…this is me

Until the truth caught up, the one that wasn’t afraid to be honest and not make it into a personal attack…

The experiences in life has opened doors, so that she doesn’t feel so explosive…she can work on her temper tantrums…

She can face it now, openly honest about it, especially to herself…it is not a behaviour etched in her, but taught to her…she must fight even harder to change the cycle…

Don’t let your anger/temper get the best of you…πŸ•ŠπŸ’šπŸ’™πŸŒΌ

Mother on reflection…

Where do I start? It’s been another Mother’s Day….mine started and ended as usual, however I got a lovely surprise…breakfast in bed and 3 homemade cards….(priceless)…I still had a wonderful day as usual, just doing all the chores that make this little world of mine, go round… 

I cherish my beautiful and amazing children every single day…no matter how hard it gets single handedly…no matter how hard it can be (I shall never give in)…

I am more determined than ever as they are getting what I never had…

Your Mother is your mother, right? Well I may not be ready to write about my pain…but I choose to be a survivor and not a victim…especially when I was blessed with motherhood!

These beautiful souls deserve all the love and devotion I have, no matter what! I said, no matter the adversities…this is my motivation!

Can’t make excuses, because if you really felt and still feel the pain….you wouldn’t even wish it for anyone else…right Rebecca?

I have reflected, most especially for 8 years now…everytime, I end up with that same feeling…

The feeling that can never be understood, except if experienced… And until I am ready to write it out loud…then so it shall remain…deep inside, twisting me always! 

I shall use the best of myself and my energy to preserve their beautiful little souls…this is my revenge, for that pain must enventually disperse from me…

All that remains is thanking God, each and everyday for giving me another chance…a chance to see and grab life as it should be!

Complete and utter devotion to my gifts of all gifts on this fractured earthπŸ’β€πŸ•Š

Because I have changed!

Maybe once upon a time I would have called you by now, messaged you and poured my heart out to you… 

Expressing how you made me feel that day…

But now things have really changed…I am not that ‘girl’ any longer…

You helped me become that ‘woman’! I don’t want to express myself to you…mainly because you should know me by now…

I could have questions, but I don’t think you have answers, I feel I already have my answers…throughout you gave me all the answers I needed…

You can’t provoke or antagonise me, because I won’t let you. No matter what you do, I will continue to pray for you.

I don’t have anything nice to say to you directly, so I say nothing at all..this is indeed my stance!!!

Social Media and it’s army of ignorance…

I have noticed, been a while but I notice even more now!

I am not one for the news and all that, however though I do my little bit on social media (instagram and wordpress)…and I stir well away from involving my soul in negativity…absorbing it so much that it eats at me without notice…

Can’t help but to notice though, that of course all the news is on display by so many unkowing followers…it is so sad to see intelligent people, stooping so low…not every news warrants a comment or even an opinion…

A new breed of complete and utter ignorance! I simply don’t want any part in it…so I stir well away, but can’t help but to notice…

Life’s too short to waste on rubbish! We are presently in a time where, we have too much information to absorb. We get so complacent, looking deep within isn’t a fair option! 

The bandwagon got so full that looking from the outside, I can see an explosion of every opinion…there seems to be no respect…

No respect for difference, intolerance is rife that it kills the very core of humans…

Don’t get on it, just don’t do it…look inside you first, get to know yourself and what you bring to the table. Don’t replace love for peole with complete and utter ignorance!!! 

International Women’s Day 2017…

To be a strong, beautiful, loving woman at this time makes me grin with the biggest of smiles…

My heart smiles the most because I am a proud mama…My babies turned me into a real woman…

A woman who carries and shows her heart without much anticipation…though, often life experiences teach me valuable lessons all the time…

I am blessed to be alive today, to be an example, strength and guidance for my beautiful children…

I have not just words to prove my worth, I have living proof (praise to GOD Almighty) always and forever…

My pain and disappoinents have brought me this far, I don’t carry the past. I let go and forgave  so much and that alone has catapulted me beyond my wildest…

My babies complete my world, I am a woman today and always simply because of them…my love runs deeper than mere words!

I am not thriving on earthly possessions or even achieving material or status…I am thriving as a woman, because I completely understand what it means to be a real woman, strong, loving, content and devoted! 

Happy International Women’s Day to real Women πŸ˜šπŸ•ŠπŸŒΉπŸ’πŸŒΊπŸŒ»πŸŒΌπŸŒ·